| Ello ello! I hope everyone has been doing well! I have finished my first year of college which is just crazy to even think about....... when I first found this site I was in my freshman year of high school and now I'm finishing my freshman year of college. It's crazy! Well, it's finally time to update :)) Credit: Tumblr! On to the post :)
Just Turns Into Wonder |
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| Let me just first say HOW MUCH I HATE MY DARN COMPUTER. oidshfiosdhfiodshofihsdfisdfhsoihfs. Friday I came home and none of my pictures would upload, so I was confused but I said okay! I'll put up the post Saturday after I come home from the city. I open my laptop (Which I had started the update before I left for the city that morning) to find that it had died, but the charger was plugged in. This was one of those "F UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU" moments so I was just sdiofhsdihfsiodhfs. Last night I went to my friend's house because I hadn't seen him in forever and now here I am! So I apologize again for the stupidity that is my computer. Credit: Tumblr and I found some of the pictures but I didn't take any!
Like A Time Bomb Ticking |
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| Ello ello! I'm sorry I didn't post this update yesterday. I came on here to do so but I became distracted because of my layout. (Not this one). I like layouts that have the side boxes <-- and this layout really isn't what I want to be honest.. if ANYONE has recommendations for where I can find SIMPLE clean layouts with the boxes on the sides tell me please!
Oh, and I got plugs in my ears :D
Now, to the update! Credit: Tumblrrrrr.
Underneath The Moonlight |
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| Hello hello hello hello! I have a few things to talk about this update! First: I'm dropping my bio class this semester because it's intended for kids who are only majoring in bio and I studied for at least 4 hours for the test we took this past Monday, and I still failed -_- So I'll have more time to update! So hopefully updates go back to regular intervals. Second: I had a bad experience recently. Like it's not horrible but it did take a large toll on my self esteem. Right now, my self esteem is crap because I'm still (-_-) getting over Tanner. I was leaving work the other day and was walking to my car towards the back of the parking lot. I was unlocking my car and there were 2 guys sitting in a car a few feet away from me. They were talking loud enough so I'd hear them and they were saying, "Woah look at that girl she's cute!" And then the driver goes, "Ew wait no she's fat!" I turned and shouted, "Wow real mature!" and got into my car but as soon as I pulled out of the parking lot I started sobbing. I have been struggling with my weight and my self confidence for as long as I can remember. Things like this is why people kill themselves. People say these things that may seem insignificant to others but it can be a big deal to the people they're speaking to. I've been struggling with weight since I was in 5th grade, and it's a hard battle for me to keep my self confidence and not worry about what people think when they see me or when they look at me. No one thinks about what I've gone through. Like how many different times I've crammed diet pills down my throat, how many times I've counted calories endlessly. I don't do those things now but no one thinks about that. I mean this is me now:
And yes I'm not the skinniest girl but it's taken me years just to get to this point. What angers me about the whole experience is that people don't think about what they're saying and how it can effect someone. They're just consumed with their own arrogance and insecurity. It makes me so mad. Never let what someone else says tear you down. No matter what they say, it can't fix their ugly hearts or personalities. No matter what they say. Now to the update! Credit: Tumblr!
Plans Will Always Change |
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| GUYSGUYSGUYSGUYSGUYS! It's finally update time! If you don't follow me on tumblr, I was have the most aggravating time just being able to upload a picture on here so last night I spent like 4 hours cleaning out my hard drive and internet cookies and that seemed to have worked! BUT BIG NEWS. So this girl, had a boyfriend for about 3 days. That's not the point though. The point is that I broke up with him after 3 days because I was still unhappy.. Yup. I said it. I finally had a boyfriend and I was still unhappy. Relationships aren't what make you happy. You make you happy. No one else. Until I'm happy with me, I won't be happy with a boyfriend. So I still have some self development to do. But that's okay! ^_^ UPDATE TIME! Credit: Tumblr haha
Make This Dream The Best I've Ever Known <3 |
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